A Whole New Story

I am addicted to songs played in So You Think You Can Dance. Yea, weird rite? One of them is Jason Mraz’s If It Kills Me, which is a very good title for today’s entry.

I am already feeling bored. Urghh. I mean, I know the hectic life of working + studying at the same time but when the semester had ended for CS770, i feel like I have nothing to do for the weekend.

I know it sounds like poyo or something and it is not healthy for me to actually like studying + working at the same time because it involves a lot of task, but I let myself dwell in both, and studying actually make me level-headed because if I feel stressed about work I can focus my energy on my assignments, reports or project.

Korang faham tak ape aku cakap ni? Haha.

The point is, studying actually made me stable, emotionally in terms of working on tasks. Plus my classmates are awesome people who are goal-oriented. So now we are on a semester break and I actually felt that I have nothing to do! Super pelik dah aku ni.

So this is where the next story comes. I have somehow been elected as the representative for my batch in order to officially set up our high school alumni organization Ntah macam mana boleh pilih aku ni? So I have to gather the information of my batch and invite them to the alumni Facebook group. My seniors are really serious in doing this because the past attempts in creating an alumni had failed for quite a number of times.

That’s my activity now, my extra activity that keeps me going and to fill in my free time. One of my best friends asked me to do a online shopping blog (clothes for infants) and I am actually up for it.

Owh yeah, I’m going to Jakarta next week, Singapore and Perhentian in May.

What have I turned into, work-addict? or activities-addict? I am not sure really, but I will keep going on, even if it kills me (Cheeewahhhh)

I’m going to buy iPhone 3GS. I would love to own a Blackberry, but the data package from Maxis is freaking expensive. And I don’t want to go through the hassle of using 2 numbers, so considering Celcom is out of the picture.

Alia and Azwan, lepas ni aku geng dengan korang. Hahahaha.

I tend to stay (or stray??) away when I know I can’t blend with a crowd anymore.

This happens when:

- There are no things to talk about.

- Things are hidden from each other even when you know each other for over 10 years.

- You know every time that you hang out or get together, some other party will be tagging along 24/7.

I am sad, but I have to move on. If they appreciate their loyal friend, they should know better.

This will be worst than a breakup, but I hope by continuing my studies and hoping to get a transfer will take my mind of this. I hope.

Ya Allah,

Ampunkan aku.

Kuatkan jiwaku, kuatkan imanku.

Rasionalkan aku.

Biar kukuh.

Berpegang kepada jalanMu.

Amin.

I am craving for sushi, so that’s why I post up the picture above.

Crunch time, year end closing for 2009. Please pray that everything goes well today.

I will write about 2009 tomorrow as I need to get things done today.

Anyway, I think people who READ BOOKS are cool. Maybe some may see us as nerdy or skema, but the truth is, when you read you get more imagination in your head, more big pictures of everything else you do not know and of course, more knowledge. Smarter, in more ways.

READING is COOL, period.

I am so busy this week. I have a lot of things to get done TODAY before I leave for Ipoh tomorrow and Putrajaya the day after.

On Thursday I’ll be back in the office, and on Friday I’m back in KL. Saturday will be going to JB with Ain and Azwan. Sunday going back to KL with Ain, Azwan, Kay and Naz.

So there, my summary for the whole week.

Kay and Naz please text/call me if anything comes up on the JB trip.I don’t think I will be online so much this week.

Haiyo ape bahasa aku dah tunggang terbalik. Daa, for now.

2 years ago, you once met a person who was never in a million years physically your type, but you and him can really talk. Both of you are really communicating well to the extend you can just say you are too sick to get up from your cubicle to buy lunch and he automatically said he will buy you McDonald’s for lunch because his shift is later that yours.

He came to your place, drop the lunch off, went to his place on the other side of the door and turned on the company’s IM application and messaged “Are you ok?”

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