A Whole New Story

Saja2 nak tulis. Mood tengah tak betul. Bulan puasa2 tak baik marah2 kan, so let me vent here.

1. Org yang tak reti fikir situasi org lain. For example, you are in a class, having TWO presentations, and yet someone asked you to call some place to book the tickets. Orang yang suruh kau tu boleh je call, tapi saja tak nak. Malas mungkin?
2. //edited     Materialistic guys. MAJOR TURN OFF WEY. Ok, aku dulu2 time belajar 2002-2004 macam tu. Agak suka pakai branded stuffs (dulu mana ada jual baju2 online murah macam skarang). I admit that I wore those type back then. Tapi ada la kawan sorang ni, sebab penampilan aku yang dulu, dia assume aku macam  tu kot sampai skang. Assume aku banyak duit sentiasa. Ajak makan tempat standard2 walhal aku prefer makan kat gerai2 tomyam camtu. Gaji aku tak banyak macam kau. Lagi2 aku tengah belajar. Sewa rumah lagi. Imagine lah expenditure aku macam mana. Sekarang ni baru aku tau langit tinggi rendah, dulu masa enjoy duit mak ayah tak ingat. Skarang aku sangat2 appreciate duit sendiri ok. So please understand.
3. Member2 yang iya2 plan, pastu tak jadi. Last minute. Itu memang membuatkan aku pissed off gila. I mean, ok kalau emergency ke apa, tapi if datang silly reasons mmg menyakitkan hati. Pastu selalu bising2 aku bz, tak nak kuar berjumpa or hang out. Bila aku ajak, tak de response pulak. WTH la kan.
4. Kelamkabutness. Dapat sorang kelamkabut memang aku rasa nak tampar2 je.
5. People who does not think of others’ feelings. Aku tau kau tua dari aku, I am supposed to respect you, tapi mempersendakan ayat orang dan indirectly humiliate me (even if you don’t realize it, that’s WHY you need to realize it), adalah tak patut sama skali. Hilang respect aku sama kau, tak kisah la kau rapat ke tak.

Sekian, terima kasih.

Time since yesterday:  1655, 2345

Sahur: 0427

Kau ok ke tak ok ni?

Anyway, I was up from 0000 to 0300 this morning and nearly replied with this:

“I thought you said you had pressed the ESC button”.

But I didn’t of course, as I have other important things to take care of, like my Network assignment.

Ya Allah, please guide me. Please.

Come on man, this is not funny.

Why, why, why are you calling me in the middle of nothing? I mean, whyyyyyyyy?

You are having an induction course, which supposed to have very limited amout of break time.

It’s very very nice for you to call.

But whhhhhyyyy owh whyyy?

It’s hard to erase my feelings when you are acting like this

And yeah, I need my pictures from your phone.

There’s a million of things I want to do and wish, but I can’t, I know I can’t.

I just came back from a knowledge sharing session in Putrajaya.

I was walking from my car to the office and there were some students hanging around before their class start.

As usual, I walked with my eyes on the ground, fast-paced, and trying to make myself invisible even though I’m wearing this fuschia baju kurung pahang.

All of the sudden, one of the students was trying to be nice (I guess) and greeted me “Assalamualaikum Puan”.

Aku hampir terjatuh kat situ jugak ok.

Damn you tudung awning. It makes me look older, like that fling of mine used to said. He even texted me from across the room (we were in the same meeting room) and said “Maafkan saya, tapi saya rasa awak muda lagi, so jangan la pakai tudung macam tu, nampak tua sangat”.

Confirm lepas ni  aku tak kan pakai dah tudung ni pegi ofis.

Bill format and flat file to be sent to supplier hopefully by the end of the day.

Presentation for next week.

Meeting this afternoon.

Tomorrow’s meeting yet to be confirmed.

All by end of this week!!!

Shared drive to be assign.

GILA BANYAK KERJA BANYAK BANYAK BANYAK KERJA.

Tak sampai 2 minggu lagi aku kat sini tetiba datang a whole of workload. ^.^

1. Long phone conversations. Mostly about work, yesterday.
2. On my way to work this morning, a familiar name called FLY FM, but not the same person. Is this a sign or just my mind playing tricks on me?
3. Commented on 2 photos in FB this morning.
4. FB Chat this morning.
5. YM pulak dah ni.

Ya Allah, please give me guidance on the best decision and path I should take.

(.”) Torn in between.