A Whole New Story

This isn’t the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love – a lot. Major in philosophy ‘cause there’s no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.

So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won’t have to guess. We’ll know.

- Jessica Stanley, Eclipse (the movie), 2010.

Yes, we are allowed to make mistakes over and over again.

Yes, we are allowed to learn from our mistakes.

And yes, we are allowed to fall and fumbled and get back up again.

Still, when you know you are ignoring things and keeping your eyes blind to the obvious mistakes that you had done, how long can you stand? You have known, from your many previous experience that in a particular situation, there’s no use of hanging around anymore. You keep believing in something that’s never gonna change. You keep having faith that miracle will happen. You hope.

Guess what sayangku, sometimes hoping gets you no where, when God had shown you so many reasons for you to leave. You keep praying everything will work out, every situation will untangle themselves if you keep working hard on it.

I am saying this because of a particular 3-years-experience I had. There are things that would not work out and you just have to walk away. Start a new hope and keep having faith that sooner or later things will work out for you.

Don’t hurt your soul.