A Whole New Story

I am tired.

I am tired of every mistake that I had done for the past 10 years now.

I seek His forgiveness, His barakah. He never failed me. He gives me chances.

Yet, I spoil them again. I failed Him, I failed myself.

The feeling of self-disappointment is way worse than anger.

Ya Allah,

I beg for Your forgiveness.

I seek Your guidance.

I beg for Your protection.

I do not want to spoil this blessed life that You have given me.

Please keep me away from harm and please don’t let anything bad happen to me.

Please, hear my prayers. I beg You.

Please let me change to a better person with Your guidance and protection.

Amin.

Perhaps iman is not for those who have wronged,
but for those who have wronged and regretted and repented.

- Taken HERE from WaniArdy.com

Assalamualaikum WBT.

I’m back people.

Will update more soon

Maaf.

I am sorting out my life right now.

Will be back next week inshaAllah, ok?

Ok I know lame entry. Tapi aku takde idea nak blog apa.

Ingat nak blog pasal kes Petknode tu tapi aku sampai tak tercakap apa. Kesian kucing2 tu.

Oh yea, these gambar raya is from my cousin’s camera except for the last one (which comes from my iPhone sebab nampak sangat self-taken). Gambar dari kamera aku boleh tengok kat FB yea.

Dah macam mak budak ni dah. Uhuhu.

Perasan muda la tu self-taken. Rasa nak lempang muka sendiri haha.

So that’s my raya. How’s yours?

End of summer holiday (so-called).

I made a mistake watching 500 days of summer yesterday.

Sad. It was heartbreaking.

I really do not think what Summer did to Tom is fair. It was all but fair.

Yes, humans can’t be fair all the time.

Watching it made me feel vulnerable, and I turn into a monster inside.

Rage. Sadness. and Rage again.

Wasted energy transformed into demons.

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Ya Allah, forgive me.

Kenapa Lambat? = Kerana Allah tahu masa yang terbaik

Sudah Berpunya? = Ya.. Kerana setiap orang telah ditetapkan jodoh masing-masing.

Siapa? = Nanti Allah akan perkenalkan kepada semua.

Bila? = Bila tiba masanya untuk disatukan

P/S: Janganlah selalu bertanya bila orang tu mahu berkahwin kerana semua rahsia dia, terletak di dalam urusan Allah… Akan tiba masa Allah akan membongkarkannya…